Reason

Sorry, I am too not insane, or I am too rational(as if), or I am too stubborn. But I just need a reason, a reasonable reason, a practical, down-to-earth, but not too philliosophical reason to make the step. I don't like hypothesis nor false hopes. I believe what I see and I sense. Or you think I don't believe in myself or in HIM afterall? Probably not, that I wouldn't want to challenge the utmost highest, but I just need a reasonable reason afterall.